@hgabor84
Thanks, I really appreciate that.
About the sound, if you mean the sound that plays when the system starts up, then yes, I know exactly what you mean. Those old PC sounds stay in your head.
For some people it is the Windows 98 startup sound. For others it is Windows XP. For me it is also the BIOS beep, the hard drive waking up, fans spinning, the CD/DVD drive making noise, and that feeling that the machine is actually coming alive.
I still get a little bit of that feeling on my own Linux PC. My Blu-ray/DVD drive starts up when I turn the machine on. It is an external USB drive, and I keep it on the table instead of hidden inside the cabinet because that is how I like it. I like hearing it wake up.
It sounds silly maybe, but to me that kind of thing matters.
A computer should not just feel like a sealed silent box that runs apps. It should feel like your machine. Something you know. Something you understand. Something with its own little sounds and habits.
That is also why physical PC games hit different for me. It is not only nostalgia for the game itself. It is the whole ritual around it. Taking the disc out, hearing the drive spin, installing the game, maybe reading the manual, fighting some old error, finding a patch, trying Wine, breaking something, fixing it again, and then finally seeing the game run.
That moment feels earned.
Modern gaming has lost a lot of that. Everything is faster and easier now, but also more distant. More hidden. More controlled by launchers, accounts, services, and companies somewhere else.
Your Crysis result makes sense to me too. Some games really can run better on Linux/Wine than on Windows, depending on the hardware, drivers, game version, and whatever Windows is doing in the background.
Crysis is a good test because it is old enough to have weird modern problems, but still heavy enough to prove whether the setup is actually working.
For me, Proton 64-bit handled the install better, but plain Wine 11 was what actually launched the game properly. That is exactly why I still think learning Wine itself matters. Sometimes Proton is better. Sometimes Wine is better. Sometimes Lutris helps. Sometimes the easy tool hides the problem instead of helping you understand it.
That is why I am doing these physical disc runs. It is nostalgia, yes, but it is also something more than that. It is preservation. It is testing. It is proof that these games are not dead just because the industry moved on.
And maybe there is also a mental side to it.
Getting an old game running on Linux gives me a kind of calm focus. It is problem solving. It keeps the mind busy. It gives me something real to work with instead of just sitting there and letting everything spin in my head.
That is worth something to me.
@MikeWalsh
You have my sympathy with looking after your Mum.
I know that kind of life. I took care of my own dad for the last 5 years of his life. He died from a heart attack about 5 minutes after I got home, so when you talk about having periods where you have no time for yourself, and then suddenly having quiet gaps where you do not know what to do with yourself, I understand that more than I wish I did.
That kind of life does something to your head.
You are always half alert. Always listening. Always waiting for the next thing. You get used to putting yourself last. Then when there is finally silence, it does not always feel peaceful. Sometimes it just feels empty.
For me, gaming has been an escape for most of my life.
I played games before I can even properly remember it. I remember sitting on my dad’s lap playing Pong / ping-pong style games when I was a kid. So games have always been there in some form. They were not just entertainment. They were something stable. Something familiar. Something I could return to when life was heavy, messy, or too much.
Gaming has always been by my side.
That is probably why I see it differently from someone who only plays once in a while. For me it is memory, escape, habit, history, and sometimes just a way to keep my mind from going places I do not want it to go.
It is not always about fun in the simple sense.
Sometimes it is just about having something to hold on to.
That is also why a lot of modern AAA games do not really hit me anymore. They may look amazing, but many of them feel empty to me. Too much noise. Too many accounts. Too many stores. Too many battle passes, launchers, online systems, seasons, currencies, and corporate hooks around the actual game.
Sometimes I just want a game to be a game.
That is why I understand what you mean with Doom, OpenArena, AssaultCube, Urban Terror, SuperTuxKart, The Dark Mod, Xonotic, and games like that. They may not have the biggest budget, but they have something more honest. You start them, you play them, and that is the point.
No nonsense.
No giant machine trying to keep you trapped.
Just a game.
That fits Linux very well too.
Linux gaming is not only about running the newest Steam game through Proton. It is also old games, open-source games, native games, Wine testing, physical discs, weird fixes, community patches, and keeping games alive after the mainstream industry has moved on.
That is why I have started going back to physical PC games. I would rather sit with Red Alert, Age of Empires, Dead Space, Crysis, old shooters, old RTS games, or strange forgotten PC games than keep chasing every new AAA release.
Those games feel more real to me.
Maybe because they come from a time where gaming felt less like a service and more like something you actually owned. Maybe because they are tied to memories. Maybe because they still feel like they have soul.
So even if we come at gaming from different places, I think we agree on the important part.
A game does not need to be new, huge, realistic, expensive, or full of modern systems to be worth playing.
Sometimes the simple stuff has more soul.
Sometimes an old game on your own computer, with a real disc and your own setup, feels more human than a brand-new game buried under launchers, accounts, and corporate noise.
And for me, that matters.
Because games have not just been something I played.
They have been one of the things that helped me keep going.