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@Sherri is a Cat
Sorry to hear about all your troubles. Will add you to our prayer list here. I also have cancer so and been on Chemo in Hospital for 29 days so can understand a bit of what you must be going through. But glad your back on line and on the fourm
29 days???
I have a reason for telling you this and it's not to feel sorry for myself.
I spent most of September in the hospital. I was too sick to start chemo when I got there. It went from stage 2 to 3 within less than a month. My treatment went like this:
One week attached to an IV machine getting my poison cocktail plus injections in my spine in case in was in my central nervous system.
One week recouperating. I got out of breath just talking.
One week feeling semi normal.
Then do it again. It went that way for several months.
It nearly killed me times. People expected me to die. I found out who I can really trust through all of that, who really has my best interest at heart. There were a lot of things I simply couldn't do for myself. It seems to me that my request or help was interpreted as an invitation to take over my life. I ended up in a homeless shelter in the middle of treatment when I refused to comply. I recently found out that my brother told people I was dead. Money.
This has cost me in a lot of ways that can't be undone. I'm told most people wouldn't survive this crap.
I'll tell you why it didn't kill me.
There is at least one silver lining in every tragedy. I continue to find them. Find the humour. When I laugh at it, I'm bigger than the cancer. It might change me and my life but can't take it. I choose to see the opportunity to grow as a person, to be better for it.